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Saturday, March 17, 2007

g12 conference this weekend. Experienced God is such a real way, and in a way like never before:) Am exhausted now, just got back. Will post up reflections tomorrow when ive consolidated all my thoughts. Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine:)

The conference was timely.This week's been turbulent,both physically and emotionally. Aside from school work,quizzes and sleep deprivation, it was a pretty rough week cuz of a few things that happened. A maelstrom of conflicting emotions. i guess everything was just pent up, without an outlet for release. Was too preoccupied with school stuff to really give much thought to it, so everything was kinda suppressed. i realise i tend to internalize things. Could be because by expression, ill be acknowledging it and making it a reality. ill be forced to deal with it, when id rather just keep it in the recesses of my mind for the time being. i guess it also stems from wanting to maintain the facade that everything's well and good; the human inclination of refusing to display any trace of vulnerability. Met up with jac during the conference break today. Thanks babe for understanding ilu!

hahah the previous para's so emo! But im all good now. Nothing like being in God's presence:) Was reminded of this song by evan earwicker today at the conference. i cant find the youtube clip for it, but ive the cd,if anyone wants to borrow let me know:)

Dance with me
Words and music by Evan Earwicker
Many songs will fade away
Few things will remain
Melodies and harmonies will change
But i'm hearing a new song

I'm beginning to hear the angels cry holy
Love song of God, rise in me
I'm surrounded by you
Here in your glory
Love song of God, rise in me

I wanna be romanced by the King of the Ages
I don't want to sing of a passion I've never known
I wanna get lost in the beauty of Jesus
To dance through the night around your throne

So dance with me

reina ♥ 3/17/2007 11:58:00 PM link to post 0 comments

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

im stressed!!!

My MB102 quiz this friday is worth 20%!omggg

Theres still CS105 to study for this friday oso!

Universe bbq on thurs, so ill have to give up prime time cramming the night before the quizzes.

St james on Wed which ill prolly have to forgo again.

G12 conference this wkend, which im really looking forward to, but another wkend gone just like that.

My roomie's asleep and im staying up to make up for lost time. Hall life can be quite distracting. And i can still find the time to blog.

Despite everything, my thoughts still wander. Clearly, my heart has stopped listening to what my head tells me.

i can do ALL things through CHRIST who strengthens me -phil4:13

reina ♥ 3/13/2007 01:31:00 AM link to post 1 comments

Monday, March 12, 2007

Everytime I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but its a problem I find
Living a life that i can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But thats the way that it goes
And its what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Frente-Bizarre love triangle

Time waits for no man. Time to move on.

reina ♥ 3/12/2007 12:34:00 AM link to post 0 comments

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Yayy new template!:) Combined two templates into one to get this final result.i feel much more enlightened about html now. But really, html's all about trial and error, and in a strang way, its quite therapeutic to fiddle around with it. You feel so accomplished when you get your desired result:)

i ve gotta sleep soon, but before that a quick update on my blog with its revamped template! hahaha. you know, all my previous blog templates had dark backgrounds. This is my first time getting one with a white background and its a refreshing change. Also, ive got more space now to ramble on and on and on and on and on and on, without the post looking too long. My previous template was much too narrow.

Went back to ntu today to help out with the sports club booth for ntu's open house. weilian and acuvue did a good job on the open house video:) Go take a look at waisan's blog to view it. Putting aside all personal bias, i still would say that SU13 was the most fun and most well organized camp ive ever attended.watching the video brought back many memories. im glad timon's still going strong and we're still mtg up. ill prob end up having to go to the zoo with them next wk, much as ive tried to avoid that place. hahah no offense to animal lovers, im just not an animal person! After open house and talking to joshua chong on friday, im feeling quite inspired to perform my biz mag duties.i need to get more quality sponsers and also more jobs, so if anyone has job lobang out there PLEASE LET ME KNOW!:)

Was debating yesterday night whether to go for deepan's commisioning or not, considering how much MB102 ive to study. And also CS 105 quiz on the same day! But i decided not to be so bad and cancel at the last minute so i went. i'd post up pics, but somehow, the captions seem to turn up funny on my previous posts!argh.dunno how to rectify that.
It was like some mini ac reunion at safti. Ran into many pple whom i hadnt seen since ac prom! Oh and ian dominic wins the most drastic transformation award!!!omg. i totally COULD NOT recognise him when i saw him, he lost SO much weight! i tell you, its so unfair that guys can lose weight so easily!what with sam losing 9kg and now ian. And its always the pple that dont need to lose weight that end up losing the weight!hahah okok i shall stop.
Safti's a really nice place, and the dorms in OCS are dam nice la. Much nicer than ntu halls! Tsk.Army guys are so pampered these days.haha.Went there with stkanch(haha!), shivas and kaviani (sp?). i was the only chinese among 4 indians including deepan. i miss all my indian friends!i miss checking out hot chindians in ac, who certainly are a rare sight to behold in ntu!

Oh and hall life has been good so far.Had a scary encounter with some banglas while running,but aside from that, its all been good:) Shall update more soon!

Finally, a birthday greeting to JOEY QUEK!hahah happy 20th kiddo!:)

reina ♥ 3/11/2007 03:52:00 AM link to post 0 comments